Thursday, October 21, 2004

GeT MoTiVatEd !!

Some humans get motivated easily, but some don't. One thing for sure human needs to get inspired to have aspiration. Go and search for inspiration....

Thanks Alvin!!

U've brighten my day!!

HuRt ?

Never Get Into A Love When U Meant To
Break A
Heart...
Never Look Into Eyes When You Meant To
Lie...
Promise Are Meant To Be Kept...
Wishes Are Onli Meant To Be Fulfilled...
Scars Will Never Heal...
Hearts Are Not Meant To Be Played With...
Lies Are Onli Meant To Hurt..
And Sorry Is NOTHING But A Word...

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

LaZy or BaD??

Human is all lazy by nature. So do I. Others have a perception that I'm a very hardworking one but yet, i just love to laze around especially on my so called private place...BED..!!

I don't know why...I'm just daMM lazy for these past few days...gotta finish my lab reports and study for my Mid Term...The more thing i've gotta do, the laziER i feel...

I'm not motivated!!!

Not since my GranDpA past away last month...Everything BAD have to happen to ME!! Though i made the best of my days but yet it still have to happen!!

Again...i fall down the stairs yesterday!! It has been about 2 years since my last fall...

Just wish GoD will help Me!!

Thursday, October 14, 2004

bLAnK

I'm BLaNk...
And I'm still BlAnK...

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

ChEaTeD

I've been wondering
what's the real meaning of life
Should i be happy and glad that i'm still here??
Some part of me say "YES"
but the other part of me saying "NO"

I've not been feeling good for the past
People thought i'm SUCCESFUL
Yeah...
I'm extremely SUCCESFUL in cheating everyone
I've acted Tough
and probably TOO strong
But i'm too sick in my heart

I do think that i'm precious to someone
I'm the priority
Till yesterday
Found out that i'm still cheating myself
I'm no one...
Me??
LIkE a wasted paper in the rubbish bin

Why can u be so cruel??
When there's love,
There's everything
But when HATE comes,
Nothing is left but only HATRED
For years U've hatred me
But i'm still the newest person to know it
Somehow to show that u ACTEd well??

I'm just an extremely plain WoMeN
I don't need more
I don't need extraS that other would need
If a HuG is too much to give
What is the least u can Give??

I only needed some care
To feel safe
And secure Definitely!

Am I not the right one to receive??
Uhhh...i don't know

Living in this world
IS so CrueL

The presence of me here
is it a precious one??
Or shouldn't I be here??

I DON't BeLONG here..

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

eMpTy...that's ME!!

I always ask myself
a loads of questions
that have no right or wrong

But i do think
I always do the right thing??
Not really...
till i regretted it some way

Maybe i should be proud of it
But others might think i'm SILLY
I've try to change
To change myself
To change the decisions i made
or just to change everything?!

I don't know
I don't have whatever other claims a full life
EMPTY in my SOUL
ALWAYs
I do always feel it
Should i CRY
Should i Not??

Should i just wait??
Some ONE to colour my life??

Waiting and
I am just EMPTY!