ChEaTeD

I've been wondering
what's the real meaning of life
Should i be happy and glad that i'm still here??
Some part of me say "YES"
but the other part of me saying "NO"

I've not been feeling good for the past
People thought i'm SUCCESFUL
Yeah...
I'm extremely SUCCESFUL in cheating everyone
I've acted Tough
and probably TOO strong
But i'm too sick in my heart

I do think that i'm precious to someone
I'm the priority
Till yesterday
Found out that i'm still cheating myself
I'm no one...
Me??
LIkE a wasted paper in the rubbish bin

Why can u be so cruel??
When there's love,
There's everything
But when HATE comes,
Nothing is left but only HATRED
For years U've hatred me
But i'm still the newest person to know it
Somehow to show that u ACTEd well??

I'm just an extremely plain WoMeN
I don't need more
I don't need extraS that other would need
If a HuG is too much to give
What is the least u can Give??

I only needed some care
To feel safe
And secure Definitely!

Am I not the right one to receive??
Uhhh...i don't know

Living in this world
IS so CrueL

The presence of me here
is it a precious one??
Or shouldn't I be here??

I DON't BeLONG here..